27 of OCT 2009

Hmm...dunno y seem like i'm addicted to post a blog here..like to express about my feeling over here d~anyway..quite enjoying = )

let me refresh back what i did...hmm..morning go to college as usual but the most irritated me was the parking! I took almost half an hour to look for a parking! luckily i went to coll early, if not going to late again to lecture class!!! *kek hei*

After class, i didnt join my friends to lunch but with my dear~v went to a restaurant at Taman Sri Rampai there which located next to the wangsa maju called XX *i forgot the name d* =p to have our lunch!! [ comment: not bad for the foods over there] v then chit chat and back to college after fin..

When back to coll, my dear transfered cy's birthday photos to me at the car park (swt izzit??), this is becoz he said he just remembered tat he nid to rush back to fetch his mum at around 5pm...(p/s: what a good son he is...lol ), so v decided back home after everything done~ To dear: to b honest, i'm quite unhappy u always forgt for doing me this n that...I hope u can change this kind of habit and not repeat this again to me k?i really feel uncomfortable n not in good mood when u behave in this way~

Spent A lot laaaa~@@

I really spent a lot of these few days...my $$ seems like the water dropped from the pipe @@
I know i should awake n control but*easy to say hard to take action* = p swt!!
I had just promised my friends today tat thursday will go for shopping again [ haha = ) actually quite long i didnt shopping d....hmm~just give me a chance k? swt!! *bluffing myself* ]

Anyway~thank you for accompany to low yat to but the router~thank you very much!! love u guys~ *hug2*

Yesterday just bought a CHELSEA pillow...dunno y gt the feeling of anxiously to buy it!! However it was not cost me so much~ RM10 only..x tat expensive right?? haha ^^ i will put it in my car..when tired i can hav a "good hug n sleep" on it!! muahaha~

CLEAR

Finally i make clear of 1 thing which i care in my part of life~ i got to know the reason why this n this will happen? Before that i really thought that i was tough enough to accept everything...I dont even mind what you have did as long as i get to know and do not see the sadness + hurtfulness happened in front of my eyes.
i even cried and screamed before...and also looking for someone to talk+ accept his / her opinions...really suffered that time~
However, i know the only way to ended this struggling is the communication...talk and voice out whatever in our mind to those person and matters. Try to solve n stop this kind of sadness things happen n happen again~ I believe everyone has this kind of thinking too right? my friends? so do I, finally, i gt the chance to do that! **Thanks GOD**
Recently, struggling has been reduced n also the stress conversely my mood has been changed to become good n better too = )

Let's make a wish here:
No more this sadness thing happened to me n all my friends .. cheer up = )